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Aziraphale accuses Crowley of burning the library in an unexpected fit of Honest Upset. Crowley has absolutely nothing to do with the burning itself, but he was somewhat responsible for some of the unrest that resulted in the Burning Of Lots Of Important Knowledge.
Aziraphale is left open-mouthed and so so hurt that Crowley caused the burning of a place Aziraphale has come to love. It’s one of the first times Crowley feels genuine guilt for doing his job.
He may not exactly go out of his way to cause suffering and the like, but he was still a demon. He had standards. But seeing Aziraphale almost fold in on himself, pull back away from Crowley visibly… That suffering isn’t the type Crowley wants to inflict.
Least of all upon Aziraphale.
He can’t make up for it. Can’t exactly magic back the lost works of poets and philosophers and general knowledge that Alexandria contained. Neither can Aziraphale.
But Crowley can do his utmost to stop it from happening again.
He claims credit for a lot of human deeds which gives him a lot of leeway in hell. Enough that he can subtly prevent some orders being fulfilled, some knowledge from being destroyed, because its his… penance for Alexandria.
Fell bookshop is partly a gift, partly a promise. Crowley, in actions not words, promising Aziraphale that, whilst he doesn’t value books the same way the angel does, he’ll never let them burn again.
It makes it all the more heartbreaking when he sees the bookshop up in flames and Aziraphale gone gone gone.
Two promises broken.
Crowley wishes the flames could kill him. Unfortunately his imagination is too strong for the fire to do anything other than dirty his clothes.
The book he takes, crispy and ash-stained, is all he has left of Aziraphale. Of his angel.
Let the world burn, he thinks, sitting in that pub with a burnt book beside him. Let it burn. Crowley’s world already has.
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