pangur-and-grim
Wheat Thick was quite sociable this weekend (as a dog should be!)
she saw my mother, went “Yes, excuse me? You will be petting me? Right now please?“, and that was that
I continue to be just utterly enamored with my Ariel doll, every time I look at her I’m just vibrating with how much I love her
You’re all being spared just Dozens of photos of her
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I was fine with the men
Who would come into her life now and again.
I was fine ‘cause I knew
That they didn’t really matter until you.
I was fine when you came
And we fought like it was all some silly game
Over her. Who she’d choose.
After all those years those years I never thought I’d loseIt’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
You won and she chose you
And she loved you and she’s gone.
It’s over isn’t it? Why can’t I move on?War and glory. Reinvention.
Fusion. Freedom. Her attention.
Out in daylight. My potential.
Bold. Precise. Experimental.Who am I now in this world without her?
Petty and dull with the nerve to doubt her,
What does it matter? It’s already done.
Now I’ve got to be there for her son.It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
You won and she chose you
And she loved you and she’s gone.It’s over isn’t it?
Why can’t I move on?
It’s over isn’t it?
Why can’t I move on?

I addressed that part last year, when I discovered I was not a DD and was actually an H at the smallest and, like, more realistically a J. H is the one more readily available and more financially feasible to obtain so it’s what I replaced all my DDs with, but I’d like to try a J somehow someday.
The antidepressants fucked off with my energy last year though , so getting into a bra in the morning is too much for me most days no matter what damn size it is.















